hopeful - depressing - melancholies
about anything
I think I can't have

you_left.shtml
Wave_Goodbye.shtml
want_for_wanting.shtml
the_appendix_is_my_friend.shtml
spent.shtml
shoebox.shtml
pane.shtml
over.shtml
loss.shtml
inadvertently.shtml
I_2.shtml
hungry.shtml
certainly_uncertain.shtml
by_and_bye.shtml
another_time.shtml

and he threw something

towards my bookcase

(his keys I think)

and smashed the glass.

he wasn't too regretful either.

said he would fix it

but never did.

years later

i haven't repaired it

i don't know if i'm still waiting for him

or maybe

i just don't want to mend

the shattered past.